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Transparency Before God:

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  Where Healing Begins In a world that often rewards appearances, many of us learn how to project strength long before we learn how to be whole. We build facades that feel protective, carefully arranged versions of ourselves that can function in public while keeping the more fragile parts hidden. These walls may help us survive, but they can't heal us. And yet, beneath all that performance, most of us long for something more honest. We long for a place where we can be fully seen without needing to pretend, where truth doesn't destroy us but becomes the very place where God begins to restore us. That's why transparency before God matters so deeply. It's not a decorative spiritual ideal. Its often the place where healing actually begins. When we stop managing our image before Him and allow His light to illuminate what's really there, something shifts. Growth begins. Restoration begins. Reality begins to replace illusion. There's a strange paradox in the go...

The Blood Moon of Purim: A Call to Fast

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  As this sacred window opens tonight and into the early morning hours.... The Blood Moon of Purim: A Call to Fast  In the early morning  of Tuesday, March 3, 2026, between 4:04 and 5:02 a.m. MST, the full Worm Moon will enter total eclipse. It will reach its deepest red in the pre-dawn stillness at approximately 4:33 a.m., just before morning. Here in Utah, the blood moon will stand over us during Purim itself, the feast remembering Esther’s courage in ancient Persia. Scripture teaches that the lights in the heavens are given for signs and seasons. Not for panic. Not for spectacle. For attention . While I believe this moment is rich with symbolism, I'm not claiming to see it perfectly. These things invite seeking, not speculation. Understanding is uncovered through humility, prayer and personal revelation. What this eclipse ultimately signifies for us must be discerned individually before God. I offer these reflections as meditation, not declaration. This blood m...

The Compass and the Travelers

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  A Song to Set the Heart Right Before the story, I want to share a song that captures the spirit behind it. One of my favorite music groups (Selah) performs a beautiful mash-up   "Part the Waters / I Need Thee Every Hour" This has become my favorite version of the hymn and it expresses the simple truth that before we can follow any direction, we must first learn to depend on the Lord.... trusting His presence and guidance every hour The Compass and the Travelers A group of travelers crossed a wide desert together. Long ago, the King had given their ancestors a compass and a map, promising that anyone who followed them carefully would reach a fertile valley. The King had declared: “Man does not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds from My mouth.” For generations, the travelers carried these treasures with them. Sometimes a guide would arise among them, someone entrusted to read the map clearly ...

The Great Beer and Skirt Rebellion: When Rules Eat the Principle Alive

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  The Moral Nutrition Beneath the Law Intro: A Skirt Challenge at the Rock When our family lived at Rockland Ranch, a remote community carved into the cliffs of southern Utah, one of the women challenged the young girls to wear dresses or skirts for a set period. If they succeeded, they would earn a special dinner date with their dads. As their mother, I didn’t see inherent virtue in skirts over pants. I believed modesty, femininity and obedience come from the heart, not the hemline. But I also felt that familiar tension, the slight unease that shows up whenever “goodness” starts getting measured by fabric instead of character. So I left it entirely up to my girls. If they felt drawn to the challenge, they could take it on, no pressure, no guilt. They chose to participate. They wore skirts whenever they stepped outside our home, but always with shorts or jeans underneath for hiking, climbing, and the rough-and-tumble play that filled their days in that wil...

The Desolation of Being Stirred Up

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  Applying Nehor to Ourselves First Scripture as mirror, not a weapon. The Nehor narrative in The   Covenant of Christ   is one of the most deliberate warnings in the record. Mormon preserves it for a reason. The question isn't whether the warning applies today. The question is how it applies, and in what order. There are two common ways to read warning stories like Nehor and the Amlicites: Outwardly , looking for a “Nehor” around us. Inwardly , asking whether the spirit and errors behind Nehor can take root in us. Scripture consistently teaches that inward application comes first. This is the beam-and-mote principle: remove the beam from our own eye before attempting to remove the mote from our brother’s. That order doesn't eliminate discernment, it protects discernment from turning into suspicion. The “single soul” warning i...

Here’s Hoping You Never Go Astray on Life’s Highway

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There Is Hope With Every Turn There are songs that brush past you once and vanish, and then there are songs that return years later, tapping you gently on the shoulder like an old friend who’s watched the miles roll by. I put on Steve Wariner’s Life’s Highway again the other day, and it stirred something deeper than simple nostalgia. When I first heard it, I was a child who believed the future would arrive like a rescuer. I imagined myself the damsel in a shining story, certain that one day someone would make everything safe and steady in a way home never did. An entire lifetime has unfolded between then and now, yet the melody still feels like yesterday. Ten-year-old me raced through the back alleys of Salt Lake City’s avenues with my sisters, bikes when the tires held air, on foot when they didn’t. We were poor, but summer had a way of making that feel almost irrelevant. Fruit trees hung heavy over fences, and we knew exactly which yards welcomed small thieves and which garage...

Loving And Making A Lie

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  The wise try to adjust themselves to the truth, while fools try to adjust the truth to themselves. — Thibaut "Living in truth may feel like a battle, but it brings you peace." — Unknown Truth Will Cut Its Own Way Scripture is remarkably consistent about one thing: God cannot lie. That statement describes His actual nature. Lectures on Faith teaches that if God could lie, He would cease to be God. Truth constitutes His very being. His words align perfectly with reality. Scripture places lying in stark opposition to this. Satan is called the father of lies because deception forms the substance of his work. Lies function as instruments. They bind, distort and fracture. Denver has described the chains of the adversary as lies "The world is chained by lies" and that image is precise. Lies bind people to false realities, false loyalties and false fears. Because of this, scripture doesn't leave much room for nuance about lying itself. “Wo unto the li...