The Runner Who Couldn't Run
The Runner Who Couldn't Run Over the past few days, I've found myself revisiting an old song. Be Not Always is a haunting lamentation written from a place of global grief. Born out of watching war, poverty and the suffering of children across the world, it pleads for the pain to stop. It mourns humanity's strange habit of believing that if we simply wait long enough, somehow things will get better. Its a heavy, sweeping song, but one line detached itself from the weight of the world and settled onto mine. “Time has made promises.... just promises.” Michael was singing about history, about the cruel illusion that humanity naturally heals with time. But sitting in the silence of my own home, listening to my body fail me, I realized the lie of time isn't only a global tragedy. It's a deeply personal one. I wasn't grieving the world. I was grieving every tomorrow I had counted on: the healthier version of myself I assumed I'd...